Snowflakes Santa.....

Took me 2 weeks to finally wrap up the finishing touches, done on the backside of a folder which I cut in half. I used Latex paints and chinese brush for this piece, another art charity, gift for someone special, divided into six which were made as cover for a pencil holder, luckily I made it just in time for christmas, about 3 am of the 25th. I never got enough sleep this days, if we're only given the power not to sleep. Merry Christmas everybody!!!!!!!!....still the six flakes of my life!..Xixi Ni...

A bit of fun at midnight

Just fun for a boring night, started it around 10 pm I’m planning to ink my whole arm but that would be impossible for me. Making my own arm as canvas was a bit fun actually it’s not real tattoo, I use ordinary sign pen for sketching and black pen marker for fills, reasons I can’t afford to lose my day job and tattoos are not allowed here if you’re looking for a job. It’s a simple design spend about an hour and a half for sketching and visualizing, another hour for filling, decided to fade black effect as it goes down because it look nice by just making it all black like those typical tattoo. Finishing touches were made.....It’s been 2 years since I last made body art on my own. Unfortunately the camera I used for photo was a mere 2.0 mp, so had to adjust add some lighting for a clear image, as you can see. I end up sleeping at "around 3 am in the morning; 20mins editing the image was made.a.i.b

Imaginary girl

Will I be okay? I think so, no time for drama. It made me think. Do I really need a girl to complete my day? I don’t intend on looking someone to replace her, but this person made me forget all the pain and sadness by just thinking of her, she made me smile again. I feel great whenever she crossed into my mind, remembering her smile, her face. What a pity for me to fall in love to such an innocent girl, without any idea that I had these feelings for her. Unconditional love, I don’t have the courage to tell her what I feel, I never wanted to break our friendship just for my personal satisfaction. What if she’ll hate me? Of any girl I know why does it have to be her? She makes my day happy, she gives me the reason to live again and continue my life, dream big. She brought back the happiness in me, the sensation of loving a person, the will to try again. I want to live longer, see her smile again. Even if she’s not around it’s enough for me to remember her face. I can only dream of her beside me, lying on my shoulder watching the stars together. I want to hold her in my arms, watching over her as she reaches her dreams with me. But I can’t, I’m not afraid to be hurt again, the fear of losing her yet again. It was an accident to fall for her and it’s a secret that I have to keep. A perfect time, we may never know when. Will I cross the wall that separates me from her? Will I risk everything for love? What if I’m too late say everything to her? I’m afraid to lose her to others by just thinking of it breaks my heart but that’s what I get of loving her. Just to make her happy. I may not have the riches but if given the chance I’ll make her the happiest girl. I’ll always be your shadow forever. I hope you can see me.