I've been living in a world so unfair that it had taken a portion of happiness in my life. Even if they have been taken away and forgotten me I'm still hoping to fix everything to make those times comeback and be able return just like before. It pushes me to live longer to see and wait for that time to come. The reason why life's a continuing process, giving up can never be my slogan, I have to stand up. As I promised, I'll continue living to see them all succeed their dreams. It may not like the old times but I'll always be the one ready to help and say hold on to what's worth holding on. Hoping for reply, a hi of some sort. Silly and a fool I am to wait for something that’s never gonna happen. Though I expect these things, that look was too hard to give, a simple glance so impossible. Despite everything I'm still happy for what happen it taught me to cherish life at it's fullest and we can never dictate the possibilities alike. True happiness start with a small simple smile in our heart, realizing it can bring contentment inside and laughter outside. People come and go at their own will, whether we like it or not we have to endure the pain for our loved ones that have left us. All of this maybe foolish enough to call us martyr for endlessly hoping for a better result. a.i.b