her face (writings)

I could almost hold her hands and wrap it around me. Sitting beside w/ her feels I’d never want to move away, every moment’s a limelight I had to enjoy overtime. The smile she wear blossom on the midnight sky, unexpectedly for she may not see me nor have her eyes. By just looking at her gentle face makes everything so perfect and never cared for tomorrow was the best there is to know. Pictures that remain inside my mind, such days were time stops for a moment I felt the joy to love every second I breathe. All I ever cared was to know everything that makes her so special, so pretty to be inspired by the face. To hide the idle eyes she see's the true meaning of her face, a touch from my hand was a feeling of sickness, coldness it give in I submit to temptation one more time. Eager heart fades away from the happiness she spread so quick, I thank you for the smile so hard you gave. a.i.b.

Reasons (writings)

I live to see the things that worth waiting, sleepless night I sometimes ask myself, why can’t people be with those person whom they love so much and end up losing that someone? Every time I see her was a question of emotions and feelings. Destiny is not the bases of holding on to something, to wait and believe, controlled by these words it breaks other people dreams. It hurts to see them leave you in the open like a child expecting for someone to hold his/her hand tightly, a warm hand of care. Calling out his/her name as you remember the times you needed them the most, times that had left a mark in our hearts. But I miss the days I smile and laugh the faces that remind us that life can be a never ending puzzle that you try to build. Say to me some good words, enough to fool ourselves from reality. Life’s a dull word without pain and agony; pair with death then can only be called life in its purest state. There’s no reason to feel afraid for being alone, you’re not alone when you were born. Why torture these moments? Sun shine to resolve the fact that life moves and ends in a way we ever wanted. To control is a very unforgiving task, not bothered by emotions. These days was a blessing for I’ve found a simple yet fulfilling reason why we should stand and think twice to what we’ve missed. I didn’t see a glimpse of life outside other than her. The chance to speak and say that I’m feeling better now. a.i.b