Unrest we've wasted too much time thinking non-sense explanation of our madness. The weaker we get, delusion of happiness, unconventional ways we become obsolete in our own failures, so expendable. Like Sacrificial lambs we fall and sink in this quicksand so fast. Dreams of selfishness, my desire, unwanted for this life was needed a heart to beat. The numbness as I sleep as dead, the absence felt so slow I fall forever from this dream. The chance to see the happiness I left behind. I wanted to scream, so loud it deafens for anyone to hear, seem silence was the ending I’ve been waiting, so fool to wait for nothing. It stops me from believing for good, but a gentle smile has once again sprouted. So sudden caught in the distance far more things to see, a hope to wait and believe.a.i.b