Though everything won't ever be the same again. I felt a small contentment in this little and temporary life. My smile limits me to feel the sadness and depression as if it was left behind or forgotten in just a short period of time. Life change for better or worse than others see. I myself lost the only light in my world, the sun that wakes me up everyday. Fallen, like the dark swallowed my heart the silence echoes in my sleep. The missing piece that show weakness, opened and again left opened. The pain inside remembering the memories and faces, I wanted to skip the days just for one day. Forgetting all you left for me was the very same thing that eats me alive. These nights was very cruel on me. Confused and dazed, a song played endlessly, the beat reminds the days your alive and well. I want to keep it that way. End the suffering and hate.